Top of the list of things that piss me off today is my washing machine. I put on a load of washing because Wednesday the cafe downstairs is closed so it’s the only day we can get laundry done. Then I had a nap because I’ve been feeling sick. Woke up and the washing was still going. I thought the machine might be going slow cos the cleaners were in downstairs (I mean literally as in cleaning the cafe, not as in some la-de-da phrase for having my period) and using the water. So I reset the machine. Then later I checked it and it was off. Anyway, hours later, I decided the machine was being a dick so just put my stuff on the spin cycle. How annoying.
I left work early today cos I feel like shit. I think I can manage the next 2 days though then – yah… long weekend. I totally forgot about that.
I need to stop eating so much sugary foods. I’m a sugar monster at the moment and I think that could be contributing big time to feeling blah and lethargic.
Also I need some exercise direction. I was thinking today about getting a personal trainer but then I realised one of the first questions they’d ask is about my exercise/fitness goals and I really don’t have any at the moment. I just have a general – I want to be fitter and lose weight – type goal but nothing specific. No running event I want to not completely humiliate myself in, no shining prize to reach for. I think that’s the motivation issue. I need a goal. Or maybe I just need to start doing something (other than walking home from work) and the goal will follow.