I think I’m getting back my commitment to Sparkle Motion – well the healthy eatin g anyways. I’ve not been 100% angelic – yesterday I had a chocolate cupcake with caramel frosting and today a slice of chocolate cake then a chicken burger from the shop for dinner. And, apart from the chocolate cake which was crap, I don’t regret it at all. Especially the cupcake…OMG…
Even with indulgences, I’ve been within my calorie limits for the days. Yah.
I think a lot of my problem has been trying to be too perfect lately. Wanting to have a 100% clean slate of eating. I can’t live up to that. So I fail and feel shit about it.
My stars today said that I am going through the same crap because there is a lesson I haven’t learnt yet – spooky, huh…
I’ve also been totally hard on myself exercise-wise – making schedules that no sane person would want to follow and feeling I need to do so much. If I do something every day, then I’m doing enough. I don’t have to do cardio + weights + yoga + etc … and heaven only knows I don’t do it!
Anyway, I walked to work today for the first time. It was okay but I need to work out how to short cut through Fairfield Park without getting lost. Today I stuck to the road to play it safe but the road is full of trucks pumping out icky fumes and I got to work feeling grimy. The park is pretty and full of nature (hopefully NOT snakes that early in the morning).
I also discovered that getting to work on PT is less complicated than I thought. The tram from work mets up with a station on my train line so I don’t have to go into the city and back out again. Tomorrow I’m going to catch PT to work then run home. Awesome exercise and I can explore the tracks through the park without fear of being late for work.
Last night I went to go-go dancing after a few week’s break. I got an awesome go-go tee shirt. Dancing is fun!