My 2009 didn’t start that well. I woke up about 4 am after having a nightmare. It wasn’t even scary – I’m not going into all the details – more like a stupid dream, but when I woke up, I was so very shaken. I wanted to turn on all the lights in the house and every noise made me jump. It’s weird how dreams can do that sometimes.
I had a very quiet NYE. Today I think I’ll go out and look for a fun cafe where I can sit and write and eat and enjoy.
My resolution for 2009 is to think positive. Yah! Life Rules! See I’m starting already.
I found out just before I left work yesterday that my contract might be finishing up soon than I thought (I was told end of Jan but it will prolly be mid-Jan). This sent me into a whole panic about money and where I’m going to live (as in which city) and all that kind of thing. I started thinking maybe none of my plans for the year will work out. Worry, worry, worry… disaster lurks around the corner.
But, you know what, there is NO point in that kind of thinking. Rather than preparing for disaster, dwelling on the bad things that might happen is just making me feel glum NOW.
Maybe things will be dire this year, maybe they won’t. I’ve got to learn to deal with that when it happens, rather than get all caught up in what might be. So many things up in the air, so much uncertainty – but that’s exciting, right!
So 2009 is going to be a smashingly fantastic year of fun and excitement. In 2009, I will shine!