Okay I’m over my hissy fit now. I’ve been for a run and that’s put things into perspective… all my worries get reduced to just making it to the top of the Anderson St hill alive!
I am going to go to the doctor. Well I have to go anyway – a few months ago I had blood tests etc to check my blood sugar levels and all that and I’ve not been back. I figure they soon ring you and tell you to come in if it’s bad news. But still worth seeing about. I used to take Metformin and that makes losing weight easier. Basically (I could be wrong/confused though) if you’re not metabolising sugars properly, it helps out so your system has to be screwy to start with to get any benefit. Worth looking into anyways.
I did actually buy a suit amongst all the angst. Well it’s not really a suit suit. I’d intended to buy a basic black suit, very conservative, for job interviews. I dunno… I just don’t seem to do conservative. Plus all the suits I looked at, besides being on the tight side, were shiny and looked cheapish. What I ended up getting is a grey tunic style dress that can be worn with a shirt under it and a little grey, cropped swing jacket. I was going to say it’s very Madeline (from the children’s books) but when I tried to find a link, I realised it’s nothing like that at all 🙂