Thanks for all the birthday wishes, guys. It’s fantastic to get so much birthday love 😀
Woke up this morning thinking I really, really didn’t want to go for a run and trying to motivate myself then I realised that I really don’t have to go running if I don’t want to – bad attitude, huh? I feel like I’ve lost my running mojo lately and that worries me. Maybe part of it is that I feel like I HAVE to do all this running before the half marathon and that takes all the fun out of it. Luckily I will start tapering after Friday’s long run. The other problem is that I’m getting the Fear… fear of getting injured and of injuries getting worse.
And I’m just generally tired and grumpy today.
I’ve had a shitful day, full of small annoyances and other crapola. Then the internet date guy cancelled for tonight – he’s got too many women apparently. The logical part of my brain isn’t fussed – I hardly know the guy, have only exchanged a couple of emails with him, but the paranoid delusional part of my brain is saying that this is just another example of how I’m not good enough and I get a big “F” for failed yet again. Then again, as a wise man once said – all relationships end in death or desertion – so maybe I’ve just got in early.
Maybe I should try sending positive vibes out into the universe or some crap like that. I dunno… the only thing I want to send out is a whole string of zzzzzzzz….
I’ll be back tomorrow with a whole new mood in the rainbow of my life 🙂